Secretary of Thy Praise
Why I Write
Three events conspire this month to create this article. First, it is George Herbert’s birth month (April 3, 1593). Herbert is my favorite poet. Second, April is National Poetry Month. Third, The Collected Works of John Piper were published this month, 140 pages of which are poems.
So, it seemed good to write a poem about why I write as much as I do. Of Herbert’s 167 poems in his collection called The Temple, no two have the same form! So, I’ve tried to use a form I’ve never used before.
To Gaze on His Glory
Since not everyone revels in poetry, here’s a brief bit of prose to answer the same question, Why do I write so much? It’s a combination of my bent and God’s beauty. At about age 17, something happened. Before that, I avoided reading. After that, I’ve never stopped writing. Does that make sense? The best I can make of it is that, at about 17, I discovered that writing was a way of seeing that more than compensated for reading so slowly.
Hence, the bent. Now add to that, at about age 22, a supernova season of seeing God. I entered a world where the bent and the beauty became a catalytic combination of joyful energy. I have lived in that world for almost fifty years. Here’s a taste of how it works:
There is a greatness in the beauty of God. “Great is the Lord, and greatly to be praised, and his greatness is unsearchable” (Psalm 145:3). And all his works share in his greatness: “Great are the works of the Lord” (Psalm 111:2). I love to look at greatness. Since writing is a way of seeing, I write.
There is a wonder in the beauty of all God’s works and words. “Wonderful are your works; my soul knows it very well” (Psalm 139:14). Every heart craves wonder. Woe to me if I walk through a world of wonders and grumble about the humidity. Even the psalmist prays to see this: “Open my eyes, that I may behold wondrous things out of your law” (Psalm 119:18). God answers this prayer for me through writing. So, I write.
There is depth in the beauty of all God’s thoughts. “How great are your works, O Lord! Your thoughts are very deep!” (Psalm 92:5). God spare me from wading near the beach for fear of your depths. Few things have pushed me more regularly into the deeps than writing. So, I write.
There is a vast value in the beauty of God’s mind. “How precious to me are your thoughts, O God! How vast is the sum of them!” (Psalm 139:17). Life is a constant battle not to believe the devil’s portrait of this world as preferable to the preciousness of God. Writing about this treasure helps me see it. So, I write.
There is an endlessness in the beauty of God. It is inexhaustible, and will be, for all eternity. “You have multiplied, O Lord my God, your wondrous deeds and your thoughts toward us . . . they are more than can be told” (Psalm 40:5). For those who have the capacity to see, there will be no boredom in the endless ages of the world to come. Writing has delivered me from many a fearful season of threatened boredom with life. So, I write.
“For those who have the capacity to see, there will be no boredom in the endless ages of the world to come.”
There is a gladness in the beauty of God. And a gladness in finding it out. “You, O Lord, have made me glad by your work; at the works of your hands I sing for joy” (Psalm 92:4). “Great are the works of the Lord, studied by all who delight in them” (Psalm 111:2). How can we not make this study the happy work of a lifetime — and beyond. Nothing aids my study of God’s works like writing. So, I write.
There is a legacy in the beauty of God. There is nothing better to bequeath. “One generation shall commend your works to another” (Psalm 145:4). “Even to old age and gray hairs, O God, do not forsake me, until I proclaim your might to another generation” (Psalm 71:18). Writing is a proclamation that will be heard beyond the grave. So, I write.
To Praise His Splendor
Taped in front of me on my computer monitor are these lines from George Herbert. They express my sense of calling:
Of all the creatures both in sea and land Onely to Man thou hast made known thy wayes, And put the penne alone into his hand, And made him Secretarie of thy praise.
Secretarie of thy praise. I only wish I could have done it better. Perhaps in whatever time remains, his grace will make a more ready scribe.
I Write
Some travel where they’ve never been, Some trace the paths within, Some peer into the depths, and grope, Some scan the skies, and hope. They long to see, If faint or bright. Since I agree, I write. Some study, marking ev’ry page, Some probe the ancient sage, Some perch cross-legg’d and chants rehearse, Some through the night converse To understand And seize the light. I set my hand To write. Some eat at gourmet restaurants, Some mortify their wants, Some blitz along the Autobahn, Some plod the marathon To feel the zest, Enjoy the height. I share the quest, And write. Some paint, some build, some act the play, Some draw, some spin the clay. Some cook, some sew, and some compose, Some dream, and some propose, All to create. Ah, such delight! I bear the trait, And write. Some heal, some shield, some educate, Some sway the magistrate, Some feed, some serve to make shalom, Some bring the stranger home. They seek to love. I too invite The cordial Dove, And write. Some sing, some leap, some lift their hands, Some bow and keep commands, Some kneel, some sway, some close their eyes, Some lie prostrate, some rise. And all to praise. Is this my flight? Oh, all my days! I write. And may it be that someday we, In heaven, sinlessly, At last may see, and understand, And feel, and put our hand And spirit to create, and love, And praise. Then to the Dove, All-powerful and pure and high, My prayer will be: That I, With crowning skill And perfect sight, Be summoned still To write.